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Name: john
Country: United States
State: California
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Member Since: 3/30/2006

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Monday, September 18, 2006

Can anyone help me with this problem?? ok here is my issue i already told you guys about a chick that im trying to  be with (read my first entry to refresh your memory). several months ago i was trying to forget about her. the reason being was she's a model and im just a regular person with nothing to show off. i tried and i tried to forget about her but i cant. i even dated some other chick to help me to forget about her. its over a year in a half and im still thinking about this model. Christina from www.xanga.com./vulkaluna (sorry if i misspeled it) told me to show support. thanks Christina for your advise.. last three months ago i started to go on her shows and club party for promotions to show support. i told her that im gonna be a club promoter pretty soon. she told me that me and her should work together so im gonna be her promoter so basically im going to HIN shows and whenever she throws a promotional party i have to be there. she even let me handle her myspace account. right now everything is doing good the problem is what does this whole thing mean did she made me her promoter so that she and i can get to know more about each other.. i know that there is alot of guys trying to hit on this girl sometimes she makes me feel jealouse by being with some other guy.. What can i do in this situation should i just keep on going or should i just stop and call it quits. the best thing that happened to me for the last week was we were in the club together with her guy friends. for some reason she was at the bar with her guy friends and i was on the dance floor. five minutes before she leaves she called me to meet me at the bar. i overheard one of her guy friend asked who is she calling. she said "im calling my teddy cause i need him" anyway i went over there then i give her a 2 minute hug the told her to take care of herself. please give some advise on what can i do........ thanks


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i just got back from my bible study. our pastor asked us if we love God.. everyone in the room said we do.. 5 seconds later he ask us if we love our neighbors including our enemies.. i told him some of them.. he said how can you love God if you dont love your enemies? didnt God always tells us to love our enemies?

some people that i know (my ex's mom) is really faithfull i mean she would go to church and pray everyday. you would think that she is very nice, but deep inside she hates her neighbor like she wants to beat her up...

i think the lesson is that if we love God then we have to love our enemies regardless of the situation..

there was one lady who forgave her son's killer. it was in msnbc when a 38 years old woman hugged her son's killer (a 25 year old man) showing that she has forgive him. 


Thursday, March 30, 2006

For anyone who is reading this please help me out here

ok here is the situation...

Im just a guy who goes to work, live in my apartment and go out. i met this chic several months ago. at first i wasnt attracted to her, i was attracted to her friend. as time goes by i realize that im not really attracted to her friend, i was attracted to that chic that i met several months ago. that chic and i have a lot in common, we share the same type of music, fashion and etc. later on she started calling me names, such as cutie, my baby boy and my hunny bunny... ohh how sweet!! Anyways she started to treat me differently, like when she is going somewhere with her friends, she's gonna tell me. she is letting me know where she's going, about drama, basically everything. Two months after we met i found out that she is an import model. i bought a magazine that she's in and i let her sign it. i told her that im her no: 1 fan... anyways she gave me a lot of her posters and pics. she made me go to her car shows and promotional shows. on christmas i gave her a perfume by victoria secret and a bag that says "for my angel." she was shock and after a minute she said i love you. i was speachless that day.. anyways to make the story short she drives a clk mercedezbenz and i drive a 96 a littlebit suit up eclipse. now there are a lot of guys hitting on this girl. some of them drives same car as her, some of them drives an 80 grand car, one of them was a big time celebrity in korea. now if you are in my shoes what would you do???   please help me on this i am so stress out...


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